物极必反

有时候看待事情太认真了，用力过了头，反而使自己摔得更狼狈。

我把自己封闭了整整一个月，一直做一直做，几乎没休息。

有时候前一天早上就呆在学校电脑室，第二天也没回家直接去上课。

有时候两天只吃了一包泡面，结果肚子疼得跟什么似的，闻到食物的味道却又反胃。

反正像幽灵似地在过日子。

可是越想把事情做好，越是做不好。

以为自己提早做，可以准备得充分些。

哪知道最后一个星期得重做。

Presentation当天，听着导师的评论，我没想到自己竟然会激动得在那么多人面前，眼泪就这样唰地掉了下来。

我激动得声音都在颤抖。

真的好难堪、好难堪。

我哭，因为我努力了但还是做不好。

但我更恨，恨自己怎么能懦弱得在众目睽睽下掉泪。

一直到现在，我都觉得自己好丢脸、好丢脸。

做不好就算了，我怎么能那么脆弱。

我到底要怎么让自己的内心变得更强大呢？

Friday Night Hangout

In order not to be a nerdy archi student who's simply locked at home doing model and facing computer every single day struggling to come up with inspiration, design proposal, nonsense and etc, we came up with this idea of having Friday Night Hangout fortnightly. And this is my idea, I mean MY IDEA. lolol. XD

A solid excuse to free myself from work!!! 

So after a steamboat dinner at SY and ML's place during the previous hangout, it's our turn to prepare a bbq dinner at our place. To save all the troubles of having an outdoor bbq which we know would be more fun but like I said troublesome, we actually bought a grill plate. And after all the hassle of preparing food for the whole afternoon, we finally had this decent bbq dinner at night. Had some game session and a good day spent. =)

photo credit to JJ

巷弄里的咖啡厅

来了悉尼两年多，第一次在有上课的日子碰上公共假期，还要是六小时的design studio。最重要的是，JPA在前一天汇了allowance给我们。在这么美好的日子里，不出游真的太对不起自己了。呵呵。

原本还想过得充实一些先去Chifley Plaza看日本建筑展，再找个不错的咖啡馆high tea，结果去到才发现——没开。><

所以，我们就很理所当然地换plan，先去high tea，再去shopping。久久败家一次不是很过分啦hor。

当天是Anzac Day，好像是为纪念在世界大战壮烈牺牲的士兵们而定的纪念日。所以街上满是穿着西装戴着满满徽章的军人，个个魁梧挺拔，真是看得我目不转睛。XD

我们一行四人来到The Rocks找咖啡馆，虽然我是来过很多次，但是却从来没好好地品尝巷弄里的风情。这次正好带了相机，所以当然得好好捕捉这靠海巷弄里的慵懒与悠闲啦！

久久一次悠闲地出游，真的是很好的充电哦！

Hunter Valley - A wine tasting tour

some photos credit to JJ

Coogee Bath

Khee Young's birthday at South Steyne

The reception