累......

过了一星期的'非人'生活，今天终于能暂时歇一歇了。

何谓‘非人’？指的就是‘不是人’咯。

唉……就像Mr.D讲的 'Once you take Ausmat, you're not a human anymore'.

说实在的，前几个月还觉得蛮轻松的，但当mid-term一到……

waseh……quiz啦、test啦、最要命的presentation啦，last minute全都跑出来跟你打招呼了，真是杀人不偿命……

当学生就是酱的咯，但还是免不了要小小埋怨一下。

我这个人的抗压能力不怎么好，很容易就游走在崩溃边缘。

还记得中一时，因为考试前一天怎么读都读不进了，结果就抱着头一直哭。

妈妈见了都吓慌了，我记得当时她这么跟我说过：

“我宁可要一个不会读书的女儿，也不要一个读书读到疯掉的女儿”。

唉……看来我真不是做大事之人。


昨天我们做了一个蛮有趣的presentation，题目是'the important person in your life'。

有好几个同学说到伤心处都哭了。

他们的故事真的很感人，在聆听的我们有些也忍不住拿出纸巾擦泪了。



哦……对了，我的pendrive坏了，害得我历年收藏的珍贵生活照也一并没了！！！

哇……真想哭>< 都怪自己没存档。笨！

刚刚突然想到还有一个人有该文件档的拷贝，但是我不知道要怎么开口跟他拿……

毕竟都不怎么联络了，都怪当时自己表现得不够成熟，真的太小家子气了，唉……

林丽琦！你就不能大方点哦？！

现在怎么办？之前才为了课本的事情麻烦人家，现在哪还好意思又要人帮忙哦……

人家都很绅士地不打扰我，让我得以康复了，现在叫我怎么敢厚着脸皮主动联络人家啊？

况且，如果他说都删除了的话，那我不就糗大了。

啊！！！怎么办？！有谁能帮帮我吗？

Ambrozia Cafe

9.10pm...在宿舍呆不下去，骑着脚踏车跑了出来。

雨未停，也好，替我醒神。

很累吗？不是...只想让自己清醒些...

一个人在Ambrozia Cafe，更切确地说，Ambrozia Cafe里只有我一个人。

每当独自一个人的时候，周围的环境总有办法让我显得更孤独、寂寞。

点了一杯香草冰沙，太甜了，跟此刻的心情有太大的反差，好讽刺。

一小时悄悄过去了，我又点了杯草莓口味的，酸酸涩涩，很应景。

一个人望着电脑荧幕，时间也不算过得太慢。反而嫌它为什么都不等我。

11.33pm...服务生递了张单据来，委婉地告诉我，店将打烊。

呵呵，可笑的我......

昨晚因为无法忍受剧烈的头疼，吃了两颗panadol，安稳入睡。

今晚不想靠药物入眠，但是...看来不但周公拒我于门外，对Ambrozia Cafe而言，我也是个不速之客吧。

怎么办呢？不想让舍友担心，唯有乖乖地返回‘牢房’。

用力地踩，使劲地骑，好想就这样飞入夜空。

为什么人会有沮丧的时候呢？朋友告诉我因为人有感情，因为坏心情能让我们更深刻地体验开心。

可是一个人沮丧太久，真的很累......只怕当开心降临时，我已不懂得笑了......

Malacca trip with 2 leng lui

These photos were taken in March but something was wrong with my stupid camera....

They purposely wore black shirt to boycott me....how pityful i am......haiz....>< It's fun though...... ^^

Speechless

前几天在facebook收到了ben的msg，吓了我一大跳。真的让我无言咯。><

Benjamin Gabriel April 8 at 2:27pm
hey..one of the teachers here in GBS said that u r holding hands wif one of our 5sc1 classmates..who is it??? tell me..or i'll go ask pic from her as she said she has it...

Alissa Lim April 8 at 2:31pm
r u sending msg to the correct person?......don't scare me oo....

Benjamin Gabriel April 8 at 5:54pm
yes..u..lim li chi....bad la u..got bf dun wan tell...and its our classmate lagi...hmm..i wonder who~ izzit xxx xxx ??? hmm...wondering..simply guess de.hahahahahha

Alissa Lim April 8 at 6:16pm
wei.....where got oo....really dont have lah....she must have mistaken lah....

Benjamin Gabriel April 8 at 6:17pm
hmm..ok then..since u dun wan tell then i'll find it out myself..hahaha

Alissa Lim April 8 at 7:01pm
swt =.=" which teacher told u that? I doubt the existance of the photo loh. it's impossible that I don't know what i had done....


Waseh...很好笑一下咯...都不知道是什么鬼照片。big big swt =.="

心情烂透的一个星期

上星期一因为有牙齿检查预约，我不得不请假一天，回去了马六甲一趟。回到家却不时和妈妈发生争吵，让我心情很低落。回PJ时竟然遇见久违的仕川，和他搭了同辆巴士，可能因为遇见故人，想起了很多中学的回忆，所以心情好了很多。

这星期有三个测试，昨天就有数学和英文。我考得很糟。数学错了一半，英文只做了一半。数学考差是因为自己太自负，觉得自己一定对，所以没有仔细思考。英文则是因为一点信心都没有，写作文时一直犹豫不决，所以输给了时间。

考完试后心情很郁闷，一个人呆在图书馆发呆了整一小时，午餐都不吃。四点一上完课就一个人去了One U，展开疗伤之旅。

先到士林点了最爱吃的蚵仔面线。然后到电影院去看一部浪漫喜剧——Date Night。两手抱着爆米花和可乐又要拿着戏票，很狼狈一下。进到去，才发现里面坐了十几对情侣。汗=.=" 原来一个人去看爱情剧是很可悲一下的...... 也还好啦，进去乱笑一番，出来时心情也放松了些。但是抱着一大桶爆米花出来真的很愚。没办法啊，只吃了一半，丢掉又很浪费。

之后去了书店，店里正播放着的歌好好听噢！声音很柔很清新，又带点慵懒，听了直觉得好舒服啊！真想冲到柜台去问问看是哪位歌手的专辑。但还是没问啦^^ 在书店绕啊绕的，被书堆围绕的感觉好好。我已很久没这样去逛书店了，就单纯地只看自己想看的书。我最后一本小说应该是小六时买的，之后都不舍得花钱买了，只和朋友借来看。朋友知道我爱看，也很乐意主动借给我，生日时也收过不少书当礼物，算算也有六七本了。左翻翻，右翻翻，很想把所有书都抱回去，但最后还是克制了自己，因为这次去目的是为了买英文词典。RM53.90。钱包大出血。只希望这份投资会有可观的回酬。对了，我还看了结婚杂志，真叫我爱不释手。真的好漂亮，好漂亮。我就在想，如果当时坚持往wedding planner这条路走，现在的我，抑或未来的我会是怎样的呢？

加油加油!

Dear yi yi, wee, didi, sin ling, jy, yan ming, jie hui, eileen....oh ya...& sk2,

明天matrics开始考试咯...朋友们,你们要加油噢....加很多很多油噢!记得考试期间要早点睡,养足精神上战场,要喝多多水,不要让自己病倒.最好是每个都考到马大,到时我就能三不五时敲你们房门给你们surprise.不错吧?哈哈....加油加油!为梦想和未来奋斗吧! ^^

Yours sincerely,
Li Chi

Tioman Trip (25/3/10 - 28/3/10)

Spent about 4 hours to upload all the photos...so tiring...but they worth it...they represent part of the wonderful memory in my life. Thank God for all Your blessing.

In the beginning, I was kind of reluctant to participate in this trip especially when assignments started to pile up. However, as the phrase goes "God always decides the best for us", I was deeply blessed throughout the whole trip. Most importantly, I enjoyed it to the max.

25/3/10 (Thursday) - We departed from KBU at 10.00pm.

26/3/10 (Friday) - We reached Mersing Jetty, Johor at 4.00am.

Waiting for boat
Special thanks to Sook Yan for her company.
Though I know part of it is because of Kah Wai. ^^

Reached Tioman Jetty at 7.00pm.

This is what called "Spectacular & Fascinating"

This is where we stayed, the so called "rumah papan".
Each consists of 2 rooms and about 4 persons in a room.

We slept until 11am after the whole night tiring journey.
Had our lunch in the resort and then our activity started.
1st destination: Rockfall
And I tell you, the water is freezing cold man. ><

Then, we went to the beach and jumped into the sea. Haha, the sea water is warm.
Syok betul. Cold & then warm.
After dinner. we started to play games.
1st game: Everyone had to pose with his/her name and others must follow.
Then we kept repeating so that eventually we would remember everyone's name.

2nd game: In my kitchen, there is a.......
At first, everyone had to mention one thing which exists in the kitchen.
And then with the "thingy" we mentioned, we had to complete the sentence "Every morning I brush my teeth with...."
which means if u say "In my kitchen, there is a mice"
Then you got to say " Every morning I brush my teeth with a mice"
We had a good laugh throughout the game.

3rd game: move the candle

4th game: walking in dark

5th game: blanket game
When the blanket is let down, any of the 2 persons at both sides of the blanket that can shout out the other person's name will win. Obviously, I will never win. But it's fun.

27/3/10 (Saturday) - Snorkeling

After Snorkeling, we went to the other side of Tioman which called "Kampung Teket" to tour around and buy some souvenirs.

At night, after our bbq dinner, we had fun listening to our lecturers' singing.

And then, each group had a mere 20 minutes to come out with a performance.
Here, I really have to salute Akid, one of my groupmates.
Just like what Sook Yan said "有些人天生就是属于舞台的."
At 1st, we actually had come out with a plan of performing a talent show.
But I disagreed and said we should perform something that brings lesson.
Immediately, Akid came out with another story line. Just after we listened to Akid's story, the time was up and we didn't even manage to rehearse once.We were the last group to perform. After watching all the comedies performed by the other groups, I started to worry and asked if our performance would be too boring. Akid answered, "We can be funny as well." And eventually we really did it, all because of Akid.

Here the story goes:

A youth quarreled with his mum and ran out of home.
Initially, Akid appointed me and Allyn to act as the girls and HH to act as the mummy. But I thought I suit the character mummy better due to my short-temperedness so I asked for a change. I always think that i am very pro in quarreling but this Akid really made me speechless this time.
His 经典名句: "Alah mak, buat lah kerja mak kat dapur. Ikan pun dah hangus."
Then he pointed at my T-shirt "Baju pun senget."
My god! I was shocked and didn't know how to response for some times.
But luckily, we managed to make it through.
He got influenced by his friend and started to take drug.
They disturbed the girls passing by.
The girls got annoyed and decided to launch a report to the police but they went into a wrong building.

They eventually found the police station.

The police approached the two guys and initially wanted to just give some advices.

But the friend was fearful and ran away. The police got angry and brought the youth back to police station and called his mum.

His mum was still angry and didn't want to admit the youth as her son.

The youth apologized to his mum and then happy ending.
This one lagi syok. He knelt down all in a sudden and pulled my leg. almost cried.
Gosh, why did he expect? I'm not a professional actress.
Waseh, I started to jumble up my speech d.
almost laughing like hell. He was so damn funny.

See the grin on my face? Really cannot tahan d lah. ><

Our Group

Btw, every group was kind of creative and we got to see some hidden side of our coursemates throughout the performance. It was great fun.
After the show, we were still very excited. Mush and Bazil invited us to play Monopoly with them. Ok, I admitted I'm a loser, but only for the stupid monopoly. Issh.....
We stayed up until 3am.

28/3/10 (Sunday) - Amazing Race

Did some stretching to warm up 1st.

Our 1st task was to cook manggi, make tea and collect bubble.

Ms Effa 不受货. We terpaksa cooked again.

And then drank all the tea and manggi.

Counting the 便利贴 on the wall. Actually, we were the 1st group to finish counting. but due to my teruk math, i counted wrongly at somewhere and still argued that i was right. In the end, they followed my answer and had to recount. I AM SO SO SORRY. ><

Solving Math questions and English Idioms.

Found colour ball in the sand.
Bought burger and ate all.
Made turtle sculpture with sand.

Sent a teammate to get 10 balloons in the water.

After all the extreme exercises, we girls especially were totally exhausted. There were still a number of teams ahead of us but we still had to run to the jetty to get the jigsaw board. Again, Akid asked us to go to the centrepoint to solve the puzzle 1st while they guys went to get the jigsaw board. In the end, we somehow managed to get the 1st prize. Some groups said we cheated, but who cares, as long as we had fun. ^^

We are the champion!
*stupid pose*

大合照!!!

Bye Tioman, thanks for all the great moment there.
And after the trip, I started to love my new friends found. ^^

~ The End~