Why am I always the loneranger? I hate being left out, truly... i hate it... staying in my own room for whole day long really makes me feel bad. Am I not sociable enough? I dont think so...
However, i should be grateful to have a bunch of old friends who is always concerned about me. They will either sms or call me whenever they think of me. I am really touched by some of them sometimes. They are truly sweet and pleasant. Some offered to help me when I told them the difficulties i faced here. Though it's quite impossible for them to keep their words, i really fell warm deep inside my heart. Yesterday, Kwan Song made an effort to call 5 of us and then together we chatted through phone. It's a bit too noisy for 6 to talk together but I really felt great. THANKs, my friends... I am lucky to have all of you in my life. =)
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Back to Malacca again!
My constant blunders made me the laughing-stock of my class throughout the week.
During my first malaysian study lesson on monday, our humorous lecturer, Mr L, asked us to introduce ourselves by passing on the microphone. There were 100 over students in the lecture theatre, so everyone was waiting for his/her turn nervously as Mr L would ask us questions like the name of menteri besar of your state, the name of Sultan or even ur political view. It was my turn after Mei Lian's. "My name is Wan Mei Lian. You can call me Mei Lian. I come from Kuantan." When the microphone reached my hand and before i managed to speak up, Mr L looked at me and said,"Alien?" all of a sudden. The whole class burst into laughter. It's so weird n May i know what was happening? *sigh*
Tuesday- The first economics lesson of my life. Our econ lecturer is hot and sexy with her yellowish brown long hair, makeup, mini-skirt and stylish high-heel.I was amazed to find her as our leturer because she looks so young. However, when the lesson started, I was stunned. I couldn't catch up at all.*OMG*and as time passed, I started to day-dreaming and almost reached outer space.^^ Suddenly, a question brought me back to the real world. "What is the meaning of this?" argh!! lecturer was looking at me.total blur...what can i do? I didnt even dare to look into her eyes at that moment.so embarassing... Anyway, this incident had taught me a lesson: never day-dreaming in the class. ><
Finally Friday, there was a speaking practice during english lesson. As usual, I was very nervous. I was the last few one to be called. During the interview practice, my voice was so solf and others could hardly hear me. I kept playing with my fingers while answering those questions. Last question "What is it about your hobbies that you enjoy particularly?"asked lecturer. I answered,"......reduce my pressure...pressure...pressure."
Then my lecturer smiled "I know u are very stressful now so I shall release you from pressure. U can go back to ur seat now." OMG....I was blushing. My class let out a loud guffaw. hahahaha...
My 1st Chemistry lesson- Ms Francis Jaclyn looked so fierce, talking without a single smile. "Here is a test with me. Do it now and pass up to me before the class dismiss." I was totally blank when i saw the test paper. I had forgotten everything. felt so panic and so helpless...Time went on and on, others started getting more papers for their answers while i had just used half of my paper writing rubbish. I was trying very hard to choke down my tear. "Why on earth there is such a stupid ppl like me? I shouldn't accept this scholarship offer. A better candidate deserves it. This offer will be a wastage for a moron like me." At that moment, I really hoped that i could dissapear from the earth forever...
During my first malaysian study lesson on monday, our humorous lecturer, Mr L, asked us to introduce ourselves by passing on the microphone. There were 100 over students in the lecture theatre, so everyone was waiting for his/her turn nervously as Mr L would ask us questions like the name of menteri besar of your state, the name of Sultan or even ur political view. It was my turn after Mei Lian's. "My name is Wan Mei Lian. You can call me Mei Lian. I come from Kuantan." When the microphone reached my hand and before i managed to speak up, Mr L looked at me and said,"Alien?" all of a sudden. The whole class burst into laughter. It's so weird n May i know what was happening? *sigh*
Tuesday- The first economics lesson of my life. Our econ lecturer is hot and sexy with her yellowish brown long hair, makeup, mini-skirt and stylish high-heel.I was amazed to find her as our leturer because she looks so young. However, when the lesson started, I was stunned. I couldn't catch up at all.*OMG*and as time passed, I started to day-dreaming and almost reached outer space.^^ Suddenly, a question brought me back to the real world. "What is the meaning of this?" argh!! lecturer was looking at me.total blur...what can i do? I didnt even dare to look into her eyes at that moment.so embarassing... Anyway, this incident had taught me a lesson: never day-dreaming in the class. ><
Finally Friday, there was a speaking practice during english lesson. As usual, I was very nervous. I was the last few one to be called. During the interview practice, my voice was so solf and others could hardly hear me. I kept playing with my fingers while answering those questions. Last question "What is it about your hobbies that you enjoy particularly?"asked lecturer. I answered,"......reduce my pressure...pressure...pressure."
Then my lecturer smiled "I know u are very stressful now so I shall release you from pressure. U can go back to ur seat now." OMG....I was blushing. My class let out a loud guffaw. hahahaha...
My 1st Chemistry lesson- Ms Francis Jaclyn looked so fierce, talking without a single smile. "Here is a test with me. Do it now and pass up to me before the class dismiss." I was totally blank when i saw the test paper. I had forgotten everything. felt so panic and so helpless...Time went on and on, others started getting more papers for their answers while i had just used half of my paper writing rubbish. I was trying very hard to choke down my tear. "Why on earth there is such a stupid ppl like me? I shouldn't accept this scholarship offer. A better candidate deserves it. This offer will be a wastage for a moron like me." At that moment, I really hoped that i could dissapear from the earth forever...
Sunday, July 12, 2009
New Life In KBU
Miss malacca so much!!! miss mum and dad...miss mummy's delicious cooking...miss old friends...miss my pc...miss my sweet warm bed..><..although i have left malacca for only 10 days, it seems to be damn long already..haiz... Sorry kwan song for not being able to celebrate birthday with you. I am here to beg for your forgiveness^^Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU... A brand new life in KBU is not bad after all...housemates are friendly, especially Jia Min. By chance, we have the same surname and are both teow chew! haha... Her characteristics are almost the same as huay ling last time...always optimistic, outgoing, straight-forward, helpful and always laugh... like her very much...However, I think i have a boring college life. Lessons are quite dull. I often feel sleepy in the class. But then I'm afraid of English lesson as usual. Hopefully, my life will be more interesting in time to come and eventually i can adapt well in this new environment. God bless me...
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