妈妈两天没摇电话给我了，很想她，又怕她在忙。
一直等到过了九点才拨电给她，却意外得知婆婆进院了。
妈妈说她在医院，问我要不要跟婆婆说几句，不知为什么我拒绝了。
但妈说婆婆还没睡，没关系的，就把电话交给了婆婆。
我故意用很轻松的语气和婆婆说话，
但婆婆的声音明显微弱又没生气，听得我心都疼了。
婆婆叫我别哭，不要担心，好好读书，替她祈祷就好。
我们没说了几句，就挂了。
现在的我，喉头像哽着硬物，心被揪成一团，忍着不哭。
上两个月婆婆两次跌倒，都让家人很担心。
姑姑要买拐杖给她，她却固执地坚决拒绝。
这次妈妈说婆婆是胆生石，可能要开刀。
我不知道这意味着什么，愚蠢地只知道心疼和焦虑。
我和妈妈最后一次通电话是两天前。
当时，妈妈告诉我，弟弟打球时撞伤了眼角，缝了六针，会破相。
我知道爸妈现在一定很不好受。
原本想向妈妈诉苦，说自己患了小感冒，顺便听听妈妈的唠叨声。
爸妈一定又会责怪我不好好照顾自己，但他们的责怪往往带着疼惜，让在异乡的我觉得特别窝心。
最近天气转凉了，早上醒来时都发现自己全身缩成一颗球般。
放学后更是窝在被单里不想下床。
阴沉的天气真的能让人变得忧郁。。。
我又想家了。。。
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Malaysian Studies
Mr.Al asked every one of us to give a spontaneous presentation today.
And I was actually shivering throughout the two hours.
I was so nervous!!!
Do you know what kinds of questions were being proposed to us?
For example:
1. Why do you think that it is important to have a trustworthy/responsible/forthcoming leader?
Define trustworthy/responsibility/forthcoming and explain.
2. Why do you think the members of UMNO, MCA or MIC always fight with each other within their own parties?
3. Tun Mahathir had launched a lot of great projects such as the construction of KLCC, Penang Bridge, Multimedia Super Corridor and etc. Some said that he was a good leader and had contributed much to our nation but some said that he is just showing off. Give your comment.
4. If you have a roommate who is a gay, what will you do?
5. If you have a roommate who is a sex maniac and like to masturbate in front of you, what will you do?
6. If you have a roommate or friend who is a transvestite, what will you do?
7. If you have a boy friend who like to beat his partner before having sex, what will you do?
8. If your best friend is a prostitute and she asks you to join her, how will you react?
9. If your friend was raped by 3 Indonesians and is now having a great trauma but she does not want to launch police report, how will you advice her?
10. Watch this short movie and give your personal critical review?
Unluckily, it hadn't reached my turn today.
Argh!!! Stressed!!!
However, we really had a good laugh listening to others' presentation especially those sex-related topic. Some of them are simply creative and funny.
Some even grapped the chance to express their 'love' when Mr. Al asked them to talk about their best friends particularly in the lecture hall who inspire them the most.
Tell you what...there is already a sweet couple appeared among JPA junior students... more are coming...just wait and see....hahaha ^^
There will be a bbq party in student house this friday and also a prom night coming soon as well. Just like what Sook Yan said, we will have much shows to watch.
Sook Yan, don't you know you are also one of the heroines?! hahahahahaha..........
And I was actually shivering throughout the two hours.
I was so nervous!!!
Do you know what kinds of questions were being proposed to us?
For example:
1. Why do you think that it is important to have a trustworthy/responsible/forthcoming leader?
Define trustworthy/responsibility/forthcoming and explain.
2. Why do you think the members of UMNO, MCA or MIC always fight with each other within their own parties?
3. Tun Mahathir had launched a lot of great projects such as the construction of KLCC, Penang Bridge, Multimedia Super Corridor and etc. Some said that he was a good leader and had contributed much to our nation but some said that he is just showing off. Give your comment.
4. If you have a roommate who is a gay, what will you do?
5. If you have a roommate who is a sex maniac and like to masturbate in front of you, what will you do?
6. If you have a roommate or friend who is a transvestite, what will you do?
7. If you have a boy friend who like to beat his partner before having sex, what will you do?
8. If your best friend is a prostitute and she asks you to join her, how will you react?
9. If your friend was raped by 3 Indonesians and is now having a great trauma but she does not want to launch police report, how will you advice her?
10. Watch this short movie and give your personal critical review?
Unluckily, it hadn't reached my turn today.
Argh!!! Stressed!!!
However, we really had a good laugh listening to others' presentation especially those sex-related topic. Some of them are simply creative and funny.
Some even grapped the chance to express their 'love' when Mr. Al asked them to talk about their best friends particularly in the lecture hall who inspire them the most.
Tell you what...there is already a sweet couple appeared among JPA junior students... more are coming...just wait and see....hahaha ^^
There will be a bbq party in student house this friday and also a prom night coming soon as well. Just like what Sook Yan said, we will have much shows to watch.
Sook Yan, don't you know you are also one of the heroines?! hahahahahaha..........
Sunday, October 25, 2009
这星期有点过火了，
星期三去了双峰塔和茨厂街；
星期四去了LOOK OUT POINT；
星期五又去了ONE UTAMA。
不过我真的越来越爱我的cell group了。
Thanks for your encourangement, Jenny and Melissa ^^
哦。。对了。。我要发泄！！！
昨天我们七八个女生围在一起pillow talk.
不知道谁开始了一个怪问题：
‘如果你是男生，你会喜欢我们当中的哪个女生？’
淑欣说她会喜欢昀静和我，原因是。。。
臭雁湘抢着回答：因为丽琦讲话够大声有安全感。
佳敏更狠：我可能会喜欢你的背影吧！前面就...
真是坏家伙，称赞我很委屈你噢？！
我有那么差吗？真是的...
这就是林佳敏的偷拍照：本小姐的背影
今天呢...
佳敏忙着和新欢旧爱sms...
亨喜忙着和新欢旧爱msn...
可怜的我孤家寡人...
被逼当transsexual...
真是同人不同命啊！！！
星期三去了双峰塔和茨厂街；
星期四去了LOOK OUT POINT；
星期五又去了ONE UTAMA。
不过我真的越来越爱我的cell group了。
Thanks for your encourangement, Jenny and Melissa ^^
哦。。对了。。我要发泄！！！
昨天我们七八个女生围在一起pillow talk.
不知道谁开始了一个怪问题：
‘如果你是男生，你会喜欢我们当中的哪个女生？’
淑欣说她会喜欢昀静和我，原因是。。。
臭雁湘抢着回答：因为丽琦讲话够大声有安全感。
佳敏更狠：我可能会喜欢你的背影吧！前面就...
真是坏家伙，称赞我很委屈你噢？！
我有那么差吗？真是的...
这就是林佳敏的偷拍照：本小姐的背影
今天呢...
佳敏忙着和新欢旧爱sms...
亨喜忙着和新欢旧爱msn...
可怜的我孤家寡人...
被逼当transsexual...
真是同人不同命啊！！！
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
I am confused....
I try very hard to live a normal and sistematic life.
I see and treat everything seriously.
I try my very best to complete all my homeworks, assignments and presentations.
I want to achieve a better result.
I work hard to improve myself.
But life is not a bed of roses.
Everything seems to be jumbled up.
Everything seems to be out of my control.
My efforts didn't earn any rewards.
I am now living under pressure all the time.
I scare...
I fear...
I worry...
I am afraid of...
Life is again miserable...
All those uncertainties make me lose my temper again.
Worse still since I always burn midnight's oil.
I will never give up but somehow I do feel tired.
I want to be optimistic but I can't smile all the time.
I know I need to regain courage to continue my life.
But, how? I am confused...
I see and treat everything seriously.
I try my very best to complete all my homeworks, assignments and presentations.
I want to achieve a better result.
I work hard to improve myself.
But life is not a bed of roses.
Everything seems to be jumbled up.
Everything seems to be out of my control.
My efforts didn't earn any rewards.
I am now living under pressure all the time.
I scare...
I fear...
I worry...
I am afraid of...
Life is again miserable...
All those uncertainties make me lose my temper again.
Worse still since I always burn midnight's oil.
I will never give up but somehow I do feel tired.
I want to be optimistic but I can't smile all the time.
I know I need to regain courage to continue my life.
But, how? I am confused...
Monday, October 19, 2009
A lauzy week!!!
My lappy is going to make me mad! I had spent 3k++ to buy it but it caused me so much problem. Issh.... damn Dell! damn Carrefour! "care for you"?! CARE YOUR HELL lah! damn idiot...you really had awaken this sleeping volcano!
Sunday, October 11, 2009
My Dream Holiday Destination
Argh!!! I have been preparing my slide show presentation day and night for the entire two weeks but yet there is still a lot to be done. Haiz....my lappy is going to explode d...
ok...Tell you something about my presentation. It is something quite simple which is about My Dream Holiday Destination and I choose to talk about Paris. Paris is a romantic city which I have always wanted to travel.
In Paris, everything is within walking distance. So first, I would like to walk hand in hand with my loved one across 'The City of Love" in a sunny morning and experience the romantic atmosphere of French. I would like to date with him at a great garden named Jardin du Luxembourg and watch the interesting puppet show in the southwest corner of the park. The two awesome fountains in the park will certainly attract our sight. If I am still a child, I can enjoy the traditional merry-go-round but sadly, I am a big girl now. Then, my dear will accompany me to watch the weekly fashion show at Galeries Lafayette before we go shopping in one of the greatest mall in Paris. After that, we shall continue with a Seine River Cruise. While in the boat, we can have a fine view of Paris with all the masterpieces of the Louvre, Eiffel tower and Notre Dame Cathedral. We will dined by candlelight in the boat with all delicious French food accompanied by the play of violin. A bottle of wine from local vineyard will make the night perfect. I believe one of the 1500 hotels in paris will certainly suit us.
We shall begin our next day by attending a service at Notre Dame Cathedral in the morning. Then, we will go sunbathing at a special 2-mile long beach by Seine River bank and join others for volleyball. Following that, we will pay a visit to Louvre, the world most famous museum which displays about 35,000 works of art. I will certainly want to have a clear look on Mona Lisa by Leonardo Da Vinci and hopefully I can have a chance to access into the hidden pond below the museum. Attending a concert is part of a memorable stay in Paris and my choice will be Opera Garnier which inspired the author of “the Phantom of Opera” to write the novel. A splendid ballet performance will bring me a great satisfaction. My next destination will be the Pompidou Centre. The square in front of the building is an excellent place to watch street entertainers. However, i think we will be having a big problem in choosing one out of 8000 restaurants in Paris for our dinner. The night shall be ended by watching a live gig at Caveau de la Huchette.
Disneyland in Paris, here I come! This is one of the place that i won’t want to miss. I will be an one-day princess in Disneyland with my prince charming. I would like to visit all the castles in each theme parks. If possible, I would like to have a ride on Cinderella pumpkin carriage. ^^ My last destination will be the Eiffel Tower. Open elevators will bring us up to the second floor which is the upper middle part of the tower where the restaurant called Jules Vernes is located. During our dinner, he will ask for my hand in marriage with a gorgeous self-designed ring and a big bouquet of flowers. The great atmosphere and the breathtaking view as well will certainly make me say yes. Then, we will hold our fairy tales wedding in Notre Dame Cathedral and Disneyland. The prince and the princess live happily ever after.
*the end*
LI CHI!!!! Enough for day-dreaming.
back to your work now.
ok...Tell you something about my presentation. It is something quite simple which is about My Dream Holiday Destination and I choose to talk about Paris. Paris is a romantic city which I have always wanted to travel.
In Paris, everything is within walking distance. So first, I would like to walk hand in hand with my loved one across 'The City of Love" in a sunny morning and experience the romantic atmosphere of French. I would like to date with him at a great garden named Jardin du Luxembourg and watch the interesting puppet show in the southwest corner of the park. The two awesome fountains in the park will certainly attract our sight. If I am still a child, I can enjoy the traditional merry-go-round but sadly, I am a big girl now. Then, my dear will accompany me to watch the weekly fashion show at Galeries Lafayette before we go shopping in one of the greatest mall in Paris. After that, we shall continue with a Seine River Cruise. While in the boat, we can have a fine view of Paris with all the masterpieces of the Louvre, Eiffel tower and Notre Dame Cathedral. We will dined by candlelight in the boat with all delicious French food accompanied by the play of violin. A bottle of wine from local vineyard will make the night perfect. I believe one of the 1500 hotels in paris will certainly suit us.
We shall begin our next day by attending a service at Notre Dame Cathedral in the morning. Then, we will go sunbathing at a special 2-mile long beach by Seine River bank and join others for volleyball. Following that, we will pay a visit to Louvre, the world most famous museum which displays about 35,000 works of art. I will certainly want to have a clear look on Mona Lisa by Leonardo Da Vinci and hopefully I can have a chance to access into the hidden pond below the museum. Attending a concert is part of a memorable stay in Paris and my choice will be Opera Garnier which inspired the author of “the Phantom of Opera” to write the novel. A splendid ballet performance will bring me a great satisfaction. My next destination will be the Pompidou Centre. The square in front of the building is an excellent place to watch street entertainers. However, i think we will be having a big problem in choosing one out of 8000 restaurants in Paris for our dinner. The night shall be ended by watching a live gig at Caveau de la Huchette.
Disneyland in Paris, here I come! This is one of the place that i won’t want to miss. I will be an one-day princess in Disneyland with my prince charming. I would like to visit all the castles in each theme parks. If possible, I would like to have a ride on Cinderella pumpkin carriage. ^^ My last destination will be the Eiffel Tower. Open elevators will bring us up to the second floor which is the upper middle part of the tower where the restaurant called Jules Vernes is located. During our dinner, he will ask for my hand in marriage with a gorgeous self-designed ring and a big bouquet of flowers. The great atmosphere and the breathtaking view as well will certainly make me say yes. Then, we will hold our fairy tales wedding in Notre Dame Cathedral and Disneyland. The prince and the princess live happily ever after.
*the end*
LI CHI!!!! Enough for day-dreaming.
back to your work now.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Busy! Busy! Busy!
It has been quite some time since i last updated my blog.
After the one-week holiday, life seems to be busier.
Busy with assignment, presentation & bla bla bla.....
I went to Kajang with my housemates last weekend.
During the three days there, we did quite a lot of things.
We went to "Look Out Point" where we can have a bird's eye view of whole KL.
The night view is simply spectacular.
From there, we can even see Genting Highland as a brightly shining castle.
Thanks to Meng Min, we had an awesome dinner there.
The sizzling blackpaper chicken chop was mouthwatering.
I should take my mum and dad there one day & treat them to dinner as well. ^^
As for the second day, we went to Times Square theme park 'Cosmo's World'.
We were actually excited to try on the roller coaster but eventually it turned out to be a disappointing one. However, we had a truly great memory despite that.
At night, we celebrated Mooncake Festival by having BBq at Meng Min's house. Another great night! Haha...
However, the activity of the last day was suffering.
We went hiking at the 'Bukit dont know what'.
The whole journey took us about an hour to reach the peak. Omg...
My dad said i can challenge Bukit Kinabalu d.
My response was :" NO WAY! This will be my first & only hike. I will never want to try it in future." =="
And guess what, today I went for blood donation which I have wanted to do long ago. Haha...If possible, I hope to do it every 3 months. PRAISE GOD!!!
After the one-week holiday, life seems to be busier.
Busy with assignment, presentation & bla bla bla.....
I went to Kajang with my housemates last weekend.
During the three days there, we did quite a lot of things.
We went to "Look Out Point" where we can have a bird's eye view of whole KL.
The night view is simply spectacular.
From there, we can even see Genting Highland as a brightly shining castle.
Thanks to Meng Min, we had an awesome dinner there.
The sizzling blackpaper chicken chop was mouthwatering.
I should take my mum and dad there one day & treat them to dinner as well. ^^
As for the second day, we went to Times Square theme park 'Cosmo's World'.
We were actually excited to try on the roller coaster but eventually it turned out to be a disappointing one. However, we had a truly great memory despite that.
At night, we celebrated Mooncake Festival by having BBq at Meng Min's house. Another great night! Haha...
However, the activity of the last day was suffering.
We went hiking at the 'Bukit dont know what'.
The whole journey took us about an hour to reach the peak. Omg...
My dad said i can challenge Bukit Kinabalu d.
My response was :" NO WAY! This will be my first & only hike. I will never want to try it in future." =="
And guess what, today I went for blood donation which I have wanted to do long ago. Haha...If possible, I hope to do it every 3 months. PRAISE GOD!!!
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