Wednesday, May 12, 2010

家


选择和朋友到怡保玩,代价是没能和妈妈庆祝母亲节。

这件事让我耿耿于怀,心里很不舒服,玩也玩得不过瘾。

在怡保的第二天,也就是星期六,我决定给妈妈一个惊喜。

什么惊喜?

就是星期日和朋友搭火车到吉隆坡,再独自搭巴士回马六甲。

都说是惊喜。当然就不能让妈妈知道咯。

我事先拨电给冠松,要他到巴士站接我。

还叫素欣帮我买怡保著名的盐焗鸡,好让我能带回家给家人尝尝。

一切都计划好了,我心里很是期待星期日的到来。

但,星期六晚上妈妈拨了通电话给我,而这通电话,也就让我的全盘计划泡汤了。

家里发生了一些事情,让我不得不回去,而所谓的惊喜也就必须搁下。

当晚,我真的很害怕,家里的事又很难向朋友开口。

我觉得很无助,也恨自己什么都做不了。

突然,我想到一个能倾诉的对象,他经历过类似的处境,应该也能理解我的心情。

打好了简讯,犹豫了很久该不该按发送键,但最终我还是将简讯删了。

既然我已放下,也就没有再把自己推入火坑的必要。

当晚,我带着恐惧,久久不能入眠。

星期日一时正,我从怡保启程回家,抵达马六甲时已是晚上七时了。

很疲倦,但我没得喊累,我必须扮演好长女的角色。

虽然少了惊喜,但我的归来,或多或少还是让妈妈感到开心。

说实话,我越来越不喜欢回家了。

因为一回到家,我的责任就变大了。

很多时候,我都觉得自己很像夹心饼,左右做人难。

每一次,当我开开心心回到家,等待我的却不是温暖,而是数不尽的冰冷。

每一次,我都是带着沉重的心情离开家里。

心,很乱,也很痛。

我不知道这种情况将持续多久。
唯一能做的是祈求上帝特别祝佑我的家庭,永远幸福快乐。

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

希望他幸福

他给了我他的手机号码,我犹豫了,犹豫着该不该把它记录下来。

七年前,他给了我他家的电话号码,要我拨电给他,但我一通也没拨过。

因为面子,也觉得没有必要。

七年后,他给了我他的手机号码,要我传简讯给他。

突然觉得这画面有些熟悉。七年的时间,不长也不短,却足以让我们南辕北撤。

呵呵,当年年幼的我们,是多么的天真,多么的让人怀念。

可能,缅怀过去的就只有我一人吧。

也不知道为什么,最近我竟主动邀请他加入我面子书的交友栏。

是因为好奇吗?还是纯粹想知道他的近况?抑或是想让他知道我过得其实还不赖?

这些年来,我们已经是完全两个世界的人了。

但,我还是由衷地祝福他,希望他幸福。

水战

星期五,考完最后一张试卷,我们就开始了疯狂的水战。
原本以为只是闹闹寿星而已,穿了件白T-恤。
去到90,竟被他们要求换衣服。
只好跟她们借了件黑色的来换。
后来才知道,是很大阵仗一下。

我们的武器
恶魔们蓄势待发
可怜的寿星

疯狂的我们,可想而知考试对我们造成的后遗症
出尽法宝

想躲?还是算了吧,最好是乖乖就范,至少能免受些皮肉之苦。嘻嘻嘻 XP
看到左边那个手拿一青一红酱油瓶的疯子吗?
大家还没开始玩,他就拿着他手上那两个他自称“屠龙宝刀”的酱油瓶来喷我水。
说什么要收服我这个峨嵋派的女魔头周紫婼。
不知他是武侠小说看太多呢,还是考试考到走火入魔了。怪胎一个。
既然称我作女魔头,我就不是好惹的。
水战一开始,我就一颗臭鸡蛋打在他头上。嘻嘻^^ 真爽!
他又继续闹我。所谓有仇不报非君子。我当然不会放过他啦。
用地上捡来的塑料袋猛丢他
叫大家用水管将他五花大绑,盖上水桶,再把他推到大马路。
我就是这么一个恶毒的女人。
生人勿近。

玩累了,大家排排坐。gossip time!

经历世界大战后的疯婆子
壮烈牺牲的水桶。
我为你默哀一分钟。
战后‘惨况’。也没有很惨啦。^^

"In-Dream Reaction"



朋友说我的"In-movie reaction"很精彩,但原来我的"In-dream reaction"更精彩。

话说,星期四晚上睡前,我把手机闹钟调到五点,准备早些起床为经济学试卷做最后的冲刺。

意料之中,当闹钟响起时,我下意识地把它关掉,继续发我的春秋大梦,并把手机握在手里。

依稀记得,梦里有个王八蛋惹怒了本小姐我,一向暴力的我竟赏了他狠狠的一巴掌。

原本,只是发发梦而已,也没什么大不了的。

但原来,我不仅仅在梦里掌掴人,在睡梦中的我,也做了同样的动作,狠狠地在空气中甩自己的手掌。

结果呢,我的手机就遭殃咯,被我抛到至少离我床有三米之遥,可见我的力度不轻。

汗 =.=" 真的无言。有够白痴的。

我很努力地回想,究竟是梦见了何等人,竟让我如此大动肝火。可是却都徒劳无功。

看来,我是应该把床边举手可得的利器都收好。否则,若下一次我手握的是剪刀或是刀片,不偏不倚地丢中我任何一个室友,那我岂不是成了杀人凶手。

Thursday, May 6, 2010

衰

最近不知道是犯太岁(明敏讲的)还是坏事做太多有报应,真的有够衰……

撇开踩到蜜蜂的事不说,就说今天好了……

考试前两个小时diarrhoea,痛苦到……

切肉切到手,笨到……

把沸水倒在自己脚,蠢到……

Monday, May 3, 2010

美美的星期日

明天要考试了。这个时候我是不应该在这里的,但......就饶我这一次吧!^^

这次考试虽然不是我准备得最好的一次,也不知道能不能读完,而且现在还blur blur酱,但绝对是我最勤劳的一次。^^

这几天每天都到MPH报到,One U的MPH有Lounge和Cafe,环境不错,最重要的是有冷气。=)
所以常常早早就去,到打烊了才肯回家。嘻嘻...我可不是去享受的哦,真的有很认真在读,虽然进度有点慢,但这是天资问题,不能怪我!><

昨晚身体不舒服,生理期再加上老毛病又犯,还有被蜜蜂叮的红肿处,又痛又痒,坐又不是,睡又不是,站也不是,让我整个人很烦躁。房间没有半个人,只好打电话向妈妈诉苦。我很没用,说着说着就哭了。

妈妈很担心,今天一早就特地从马六甲来看我了。她早上八点拨电给我,我要她不用来,反正要看医生我自己会去,她来了我也不会好。她只是哦哦哦地应了我几声。十点她再拨电来时,竟告诉我她已到了。汗 =.="

弟弟车票都已买好了,但她还是坚持载弟弟一起过来。唉...不是我不愿意她来,而是我妈妈视力不好,而且她又不会认路,我真的很担心她的安全。她每次过来都让我坐立难安,反正就是很担心就对了。哪知道她却对我说,没过来看我只会让她晚上睡不着了。><

妈妈逼我去看医生,我不愿意,还闹了很大的脾气,全程脸臭到......但妈妈还是很有耐心地一直劝我,但最后呢...因为诊所都没开,我只有勉为其难地答应妈妈明天再去挂诊咯...

妈妈特地拿了甘榜蛋和我最爱吃的腌芒果给我,原本她是留给我等我回去吃的,但我都没时间回去。>< 刚刚在吃的时候,请佳敏和燕湘吃一点点,哪里知道那两个家伙,尤其是佳敏吃了一块又一块,我当然是快快收起来,还搞笑地叫她们不要偷吃我的爱心芒果。^^

我的妈妈真的好好哦,虽然有时有点啰嗦^^ 呵呵..... =)

好了,现在要继续奋斗了。加油吧!^^

Saturday, May 1, 2010

无题

本人现在在MPH,原意是啃书,但现无此意,所以就上网。嘻嘻!

不知MPH哪来的蚊子,叮得我满脚都是,痒到……

臭蚊子,跟你有仇啊?昨天被你的蜜蜂兄弟叮了一下,害我现在走路一拐一拐的。欺负我很爽咩?

话说昨晚一只笨蜜蜂飞到我床上。

“佳敏,救命啊!有蜜蜂!”

“哎哟,它在那边又不会咬你。”

“会啊!它上次有叮我!”

“上次是你去踩它,它才叮你的.” (呜呜…我不是故意的,是不小心的啦!)

求门无助…我下床去了趟厕所,出来没走几步……

“哇…哇…哇…我又踩到蜜蜂了啦。呜呜…痛!痛!痛!”

我喊到屋顶都快被我震塌了。上次是右脚,这次是左脚,有够衰的!

笨蜜蜂!臭蚊子!我要跟你们长期抗战,同归于尽也在所不惜!!!!!!==


星期三终于去看了《初恋红豆冰》。^^ 很赞!!

由于这部戏在万达没上映,让我好懊恼,幸好大家愿意陪我到Tropicana City Mall观看。

谢谢哦!

可能因为我每回看戏都很投入,反应也很大,所以朋友们都说我的“In Movie Reaction”比电影还要精彩。 他们都complain说有几幕,整间戏院都只有我一个人在笑,让坐在我身旁的她们有少少pai seh。嘻嘻!Sorry哦!

最近很常去看电影,平均每星期看一部。汗==”

我知道是很over啦。但也没办法啊!谁叫我三天两头就搞emo,只好找些管道来治一治我的emoness 咯!>< 我知道有人又在说我找借口了。哎哟,睁一只眼闭一只眼就好啦,毕竟江山易改,本性难移嘛!ok,我知道,又是借口 ><


下星期就是mid-term exam了,考完试的那个周末会和housemates到怡保玩两天,然后再回来面对最恐怖的Oral Test和Physics Presentation。再之后就是我最最最期待的sem break 咯!Wohoooo!!! XD

说起来还真悲哀,我一年加起来就只有区区三个星期的假期。是不是很可怜咧?我是觉得自己蛮可怜的啦!== 唉!


对了对了,我终于鼓起勇气问他照片的事情了,可惜没了,都没了…他的电脑坏了,所有的文件也一并没了。呜呜 == 虽说放下了,但心里还是会有些些悸动。看着他的简讯,感觉好像所有的事都刚发生一样。我想最大的改变,就是我不再气他了,反而心里多了份感激。

就像《初恋红豆冰》电影末Botak总结,初恋就像吃紅豆冰,还来不及品味当中的甜,舌头欲已被冰麻,感觉痛痛的。等到想去品味,它卻已經融化,但当中青涩的甜是我们一辈子也忘不了的。


最后呢...

婷,以前有一人曾经这么对我说“当幸福来敲门时,请不要拒绝。”

上星期看了“When in Rome”,戏里女主角的父亲也是这么对她说的。

现在,我同样要对你说,当幸福来敲门时,请不要拒绝。

不要因为害怕再次受伤,而把幸福拒于门外,更不要因此而留下遗憾。

你知道吗?我好羡慕你哦。身边有一个人无时无刻关心你,在乎你,对你嘘寒问暖的。

反观我,多可怜啊…套延昕以前说的,臭酸了,no market value了。哈哈… =)

既然你也有意,为何还要白白错过他呢?就因为以前伤害你的笨蛋?值得吗?

好好想想吧。我和娴随时都乐意听你吐苦水的。加油!

Monday, April 26, 2010

累......

过了一星期的'非人'生活,今天终于能暂时歇一歇了。

何谓‘非人’?指的就是‘不是人’咯。

唉……就像Mr.D讲的 'Once you take Ausmat, you're not a human anymore'.

说实在的,前几个月还觉得蛮轻松的,但当mid-term一到……

waseh……quiz啦、test啦、最要命的presentation啦,last minute全都跑出来跟你打招呼了,真是杀人不偿命……

当学生就是酱的咯,但还是免不了要小小埋怨一下。

我这个人的抗压能力不怎么好,很容易就游走在崩溃边缘。

还记得中一时,因为考试前一天怎么读都读不进了,结果就抱着头一直哭。

妈妈见了都吓慌了,我记得当时她这么跟我说过:

“我宁可要一个不会读书的女儿,也不要一个读书读到疯掉的女儿”。

唉……看来我真不是做大事之人。


昨天我们做了一个蛮有趣的presentation,题目是'the important person in your life'。

有好几个同学说到伤心处都哭了。

他们的故事真的很感人,在聆听的我们有些也忍不住拿出纸巾擦泪了。



哦……对了,我的pendrive坏了,害得我历年收藏的珍贵生活照也一并没了!!!

哇……真想哭>< 都怪自己没存档。笨!

刚刚突然想到还有一个人有该文件档的拷贝,但是我不知道要怎么开口跟他拿……

毕竟都不怎么联络了,都怪当时自己表现得不够成熟,真的太小家子气了,唉……

林丽琦!你就不能大方点哦?!

现在怎么办?之前才为了课本的事情麻烦人家,现在哪还好意思又要人帮忙哦……

人家都很绅士地不打扰我,让我得以康复了,现在叫我怎么敢厚着脸皮主动联络人家啊?

况且,如果他说都删除了的话,那我不就糗大了。

啊!!!怎么办?!有谁能帮帮我吗?

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Ambrozia Cafe

9.10pm...在宿舍呆不下去,骑着脚踏车跑了出来。

雨未停,也好,替我醒神。

很累吗?不是...只想让自己清醒些...

一个人在Ambrozia Cafe,更切确地说,Ambrozia Cafe里只有我一个人。

每当独自一个人的时候,周围的环境总有办法让我显得更孤独、寂寞。

点了一杯香草冰沙,太甜了,跟此刻的心情有太大的反差,好讽刺。

一小时悄悄过去了,我又点了杯草莓口味的,酸酸涩涩,很应景。

一个人望着电脑荧幕,时间也不算过得太慢。反而嫌它为什么都不等我。

11.33pm...服务生递了张单据来,委婉地告诉我,店将打烊。

呵呵,可笑的我......

昨晚因为无法忍受剧烈的头疼,吃了两颗panadol,安稳入睡。

今晚不想靠药物入眠,但是...看来不但周公拒我于门外,对Ambrozia Cafe而言,我也是个不速之客吧。

怎么办呢?不想让舍友担心,唯有乖乖地返回‘牢房’。

用力地踩,使劲地骑,好想就这样飞入夜空。

为什么人会有沮丧的时候呢?朋友告诉我因为人有感情,因为坏心情能让我们更深刻地体验开心。

可是一个人沮丧太久,真的很累......只怕当开心降临时,我已不懂得笑了......

Malacca trip with 2 leng lui

These photos were taken in March but something was wrong with my stupid camera....

They purposely wore black shirt to boycott me....how pityful i am......haiz....>< It's fun though...... ^^













Sunday, April 11, 2010

Speechless

前几天在facebook收到了ben的msg,吓了我一大跳。真的让我无言咯。><

Benjamin Gabriel April 8 at 2:27pm
hey..one of the teachers here in GBS said that u r holding hands wif one of our 5sc1 classmates..who is it??? tell me..or i'll go ask pic from her as she said she has it...

Alissa Lim April 8 at 2:31pm
r u sending msg to the correct person?......don't scare me oo....

Benjamin Gabriel April 8 at 5:54pm
yes..u..lim li chi....bad la u..got bf dun wan tell...and its our classmate lagi...hmm..i wonder who~ izzit xxx xxx ??? hmm...wondering..simply guess de.hahahahahha

Alissa Lim April 8 at 6:16pm
wei.....where got oo....really dont have lah....she must have mistaken lah....

Benjamin Gabriel April 8 at 6:17pm
hmm..ok then..since u dun wan tell then i'll find it out myself..hahaha

Alissa Lim April 8 at 7:01pm
swt =.=" which teacher told u that? I doubt the existance of the photo loh. it's impossible that I don't know what i had done....


Waseh...很好笑一下咯...都不知道是什么鬼照片。big big swt =.="

心情烂透的一个星期

上星期一因为有牙齿检查预约,我不得不请假一天,回去了马六甲一趟。回到家却不时和妈妈发生争吵,让我心情很低落。回PJ时竟然遇见久违的仕川,和他搭了同辆巴士,可能因为遇见故人,想起了很多中学的回忆,所以心情好了很多。

这星期有三个测试,昨天就有数学和英文。我考得很糟。数学错了一半,英文只做了一半。数学考差是因为自己太自负,觉得自己一定对,所以没有仔细思考。英文则是因为一点信心都没有,写作文时一直犹豫不决,所以输给了时间。

考完试后心情很郁闷,一个人呆在图书馆发呆了整一小时,午餐都不吃。四点一上完课就一个人去了One U,展开疗伤之旅。

先到士林点了最爱吃的蚵仔面线。然后到电影院去看一部浪漫喜剧——Date Night。两手抱着爆米花和可乐又要拿着戏票,很狼狈一下。进到去,才发现里面坐了十几对情侣。汗=.=" 原来一个人去看爱情剧是很可悲一下的...... 也还好啦,进去乱笑一番,出来时心情也放松了些。但是抱着一大桶爆米花出来真的很愚。没办法啊,只吃了一半,丢掉又很浪费。

之后去了书店,店里正播放着的歌好好听噢!声音很柔很清新,又带点慵懒,听了直觉得好舒服啊!真想冲到柜台去问问看是哪位歌手的专辑。但还是没问啦^^ 在书店绕啊绕的,被书堆围绕的感觉好好。我已很久没这样去逛书店了,就单纯地只看自己想看的书。我最后一本小说应该是小六时买的,之后都不舍得花钱买了,只和朋友借来看。朋友知道我爱看,也很乐意主动借给我,生日时也收过不少书当礼物,算算也有六七本了。左翻翻,右翻翻,很想把所有书都抱回去,但最后还是克制了自己,因为这次去目的是为了买英文词典。RM53.90。钱包大出血。只希望这份投资会有可观的回酬。对了,我还看了结婚杂志,真叫我爱不释手。真的好漂亮,好漂亮。我就在想,如果当时坚持往wedding planner这条路走,现在的我,抑或未来的我会是怎样的呢?

Monday, April 5, 2010

加油加油!

Dear yi yi, wee, didi, sin ling, jy, yan ming, jie hui, eileen....oh ya...& sk2,

明天matrics开始考试咯...朋友们,你们要加油噢....加很多很多油噢!记得考试期间要早点睡,养足精神上战场,要喝多多水,不要让自己病倒.最好是每个都考到马大,到时我就能三不五时敲你们房门给你们surprise.不错吧?哈哈....加油加油!为梦想和未来奋斗吧! ^^

Yours sincerely,
Li Chi


Tioman Trip (25/3/10 - 28/3/10)

Spent about 4 hours to upload all the photos...so tiring...but they worth it...they represent part of the wonderful memory in my life. Thank God for all Your blessing.

In the beginning, I was kind of reluctant to participate in this trip especially when assignments started to pile up. However, as the phrase goes "God always decides the best for us", I was deeply blessed throughout the whole trip. Most importantly, I enjoyed it to the max.

25/3/10 (Thursday) - We departed from KBU at 10.00pm.

26/3/10 (Friday) - We reached Mersing Jetty, Johor at 4.00am.


Waiting for boat
Special thanks to Sook Yan for her company.
Though I know part of it is because of Kah Wai. ^^

Reached Tioman Jetty at 7.00pm.




This is what called "Spectacular & Fascinating"





This is where we stayed, the so called "rumah papan".
Each consists of 2 rooms and about 4 persons in a room.
We slept until 11am after the whole night tiring journey.
Had our lunch in the resort and then our activity started.
1st destination: Rockfall
And I tell you, the water is freezing cold man. ><




Then, we went to the beach and jumped into the sea. Haha, the sea water is warm.
Syok betul. Cold & then warm.
After dinner. we started to play games.
1st game: Everyone had to pose with his/her name and others must follow.
Then we kept repeating so that eventually we would remember everyone's name.

2nd game: In my kitchen, there is a.......
At first, everyone had to mention one thing which exists in the kitchen.
And then with the "thingy" we mentioned, we had to complete the sentence "Every morning I brush my teeth with...."
which means if u say "In my kitchen, there is a mice"
Then you got to say " Every morning I brush my teeth with a mice"
We had a good laugh throughout the game.

3rd game: move the candle

4th game: walking in dark

5th game: blanket game
When the blanket is let down, any of the 2 persons at both sides of the blanket that can shout out the other person's name will win. Obviously, I will never win. But it's fun.

27/3/10 (Saturday) - Snorkeling











After Snorkeling, we went to the other side of Tioman which called "Kampung Teket" to tour around and buy some souvenirs.


At night, after our bbq dinner, we had fun listening to our lecturers' singing.

And then, each group had a mere 20 minutes to come out with a performance.
Here, I really have to salute Akid, one of my groupmates.
Just like what Sook Yan said "有些人天生就是属于舞台的."
At 1st, we actually had come out with a plan of performing a talent show.
But I disagreed and said we should perform something that brings lesson.
Immediately, Akid came out with another story line. Just after we listened to Akid's story, the time was up and we didn't even manage to rehearse once.We were the last group to perform. After watching all the comedies performed by the other groups, I started to worry and asked if our performance would be too boring. Akid answered, "We can be funny as well." And eventually we really did it, all because of Akid.

Here the story goes:
A youth quarreled with his mum and ran out of home.
Initially, Akid appointed me and Allyn to act as the girls and HH to act as the mummy. But I thought I suit the character mummy better due to my short-temperedness so I asked for a change. I always think that i am very pro in quarreling but this Akid really made me speechless this time.
His 经典名句: "Alah mak, buat lah kerja mak kat dapur. Ikan pun dah hangus."

Then he pointed at my T-shirt "Baju pun senget."

My god! I was shocked and didn't know how to response for some times.
But luckily, we managed to make it through.

He got influenced by his friend and started to take drug.

They disturbed the girls passing by.

The girls got annoyed and decided to launch a report to the police but they went into a wrong building.

They eventually found the police station.

The police approached the two guys and initially wanted to just give some advices.

But the friend was fearful and ran away. The police got angry and brought the youth back to police station and called his mum.

His mum was still angry and didn't want to admit the youth as her son.

The youth apologized to his mum and then happy ending.
This one lagi syok. He knelt down all in a sudden and pulled my leg. almost cried.
Gosh, why did he expect? I'm not a professional actress.
Waseh, I started to jumble up my speech d.
almost laughing like hell. He was so damn funny.

See the grin on my face? Really cannot tahan d lah. ><


Our Group

Btw, every group was kind of creative and we got to see some hidden side of our coursemates throughout the performance. It was great fun.
After the show, we were still very excited. Mush and Bazil invited us to play Monopoly with them. Ok, I admitted I'm a loser, but only for the stupid monopoly. Issh.....
We stayed up until 3am.

28/3/10 (Sunday) - Amazing Race

Did some stretching to warm up 1st.

Our 1st task was to cook manggi, make tea and collect bubble.

Ms Effa 不受货. We terpaksa cooked again.

And then drank all the tea and manggi.

Counting the 便利贴 on the wall. Actually, we were the 1st group to finish counting. but due to my teruk math, i counted wrongly at somewhere and still argued that i was right. In the end, they followed my answer and had to recount. I AM SO SO SORRY. ><


Solving Math questions and English Idioms.

Found colour ball in the sand.
Bought burger and ate all.
Made turtle sculpture with sand.

Sent a teammate to get 10 balloons in the water.

After all the extreme exercises, we girls especially were totally exhausted. There were still a number of teams ahead of us but we still had to run to the jetty to get the jigsaw board. Again, Akid asked us to go to the centrepoint to solve the puzzle 1st while they guys went to get the jigsaw board. In the end, we somehow managed to get the 1st prize. Some groups said we cheated, but who cares, as long as we had fun. ^^
We are the champion!
*stupid pose*
大合照!!!
Bye Tioman, thanks for all the great moment there.
And after the trip, I started to love my new friends found. ^^
~ The End~