如愿以偿

回来了这么多天,今天终于感觉到自己在呼吸.

早上六点半,被老爸叫醒陪他和妈去吃点心,再陪他们去巴刹.

哦...拜托...我可是凌晨四点才入眠的,我老爸真会折腾人.

中午,到明汗小贩中心和我几位大牌的朋友吃中饭,让我足足等了四十分钟.

之后呢,托冠松的福,如我所愿到Nadeje high tea.

边聊天边看杂志,悠闲的午后时光让我直想高呼万岁.

嘻嘻...之后再委屈冠松要他陪我看 < Eat Pray Love >. 这部戏蛮对我的味,怕只怕冠松打磕睡.XD

回到家,两只熊猫眼都快睁不开了,不过最重要的是...心情好好. ^^

Another boring holiday......

Hate long holidays, especially with no friends around and exam pressure.

Staying at home all day long really makes people a zombie.

Damn.....I should have either followed Meng Min to Penang or Yen Shiang to Kuantan.

My holiday's gone. Time's wasted and I'm becoming emotionally unstable, again.

As expected, I'm spending all my time on dramas. 

My new favourite, a TV series entitled Nikita, starred by Maggie Q.

Simply couldn't concentrate on books. Sometimes, I would rather watch anime tv series like Conan than forcing myself to study.

Wanted to watch < Eat Pray Love> in the cinema and have a Mille Crepe at Nadeje.

But too bad no one is willing to be my companion. Everyone is busy.

And since I have not been driving for ages, it's quite impossible for me to go alone.

Damn it.......I'm now a caged bird.

Love = Happy

I always wish to have a shopping spree with my best friends like what we did today. Though I ended up with empty hands, we still had a very great moment together. 

Our outing ended with laughter because of me.....haha...can't stop laughing even until now......^^

The story is like this: 

After the short gathering, together we took LRT to our respective destinations. From Hang Tuah, Yi Ting and Edward headed to Bandar Tasik Selatan while Chee Shean accompanied me to Bukit Jalil. We had a good time chit-chatting in the LRT and we were so engrossed in our conversation. Then suddenly I looked up and saw the sign board of Salak Selatan. Without a second thought I asked Yi Ting and Edward to leave the LRT. The funny thing is....both of them simply listened to me, though they were shocked. Just when the door was closing, Chee Shean asked me, "So, next station is Bukit Jalil, is it?" Till then only I realized I had made the stupidest mistake. But, what could I do? The LRT was already leaving in its greatest speed....^^

Bandar Tasik Selatan = Salak Selatan

I can be this stupid.....=.=" I also don't know why....Can somebody tell me why? Why why why?

Miss you & love you....muakz ^^

Charlie St.Cloud and Kim Gary at Sunway Pyramid

Watched Charlie St.Cloud at Sunway Pyramid's TGV with friends and cell group members after my oral exam yesterday.

Quite a nice movie. Worth-watching. I love Zac's pair of blue eyes. =)

But there's one thing very strange. I went to Sunway Pyramid for 5 times but ended up having meal at Kim Gary thrice. Of course I wasn't the decision maker. Just wondering why they like Kim Gary so much. >.<

Oh ya.....I have finally received the conditional letter from University of Melbourne. Hooray!!!!

They made a mistake on my e-mail address which caused the mail not reaching me.

My address is alissa_llc@hotmail.com but the person-in charged ended up sending the mail to alissa_lk@hotmail. >.<

Anyway, thank to IDP for I have received the letter now. ^^

Nervousness

Called zi yi this afternoon asking for guidances.

Yet, the feeling of nervousness is still haunting me.

I pray very hard to God for a blessing.

To walk out from the exam hall with a grin

 though it seems to be a mission impossible.

>.<

我想念的幸福时光

这是去年在婆婆还没发病前，

在一家人仍然乐也融融时，

一块去动物园一日游时照的。

此情此景不再复返.........

妈妈和婆婆

可爱的堂妹

大胆兼鬼灵精怪的堂弟

毛遂自荐的叔叔

信心满满要跟猩猩比赛拔椰子

最后竟然还学猩猩用牙子拔椰，笑翻我们。

我的叔叔像不像古人？

人老心未老的婆婆

婆婆当先锋

玩得没得玩，竟跑到笼子里扮起动物来。

我最爱的家人

姑姑和表弟也跟着搞怪

酷酷帅帅的表弟

可爱的小瓜们

自私——孤独

最近因为自己的情绪，我忽略了很多更重要的人和事。

我不想为自己找藉口，毕竟我很自私、非常的自私。

有人这么对我说：

“丽琦，其实你在很多人的眼里...是孤独的。”

孤独，那么沉重的词儿。

因为自私，所以孤独。是这样吗？

我的月亮不再圆

原以为只要我肯努力，缺角就有被填补的一天。

但为什么，我越用力地想做好，缺口被我抓得越大。

我越恐惧，灾难越是不肯放过我。

一直以为家人是我最坚实的后盾......

然而......

就在我最彷徨的时刻，他们却残忍地把我击倒。

一直跟上帝说，我不想长大......

因为长大后的月亮.....揪心得让人难受......

回来这里的前一晚，妹妹写了张纸条放在我的床头。

* I hate to be a crying doll, especially without a shoulder for me to lean on......*

怪胎

昨天跟几十个怪胎吃火锅。去之前挣扎了很久，虽说没人介意我出席与否，而且那一班家伙也是我平生遇到跟我最不搭纲的，但碍于良心问题，我还是去了。但一抵达餐馆我就后悔了。就如我所意料的，我是唯一出席的女生。这已经让我有够不自在的了，再加上那一班家伙也不是怜香惜玉之人，所以更妄想他们会对你特别照顾。

话说回来，他们这群人的相处方式也真叫我大开眼界。就像几十座冰山在互放冷箭，没有感性的话语、没有体贴的慰问、也没有掏心掏肺的心事分享，有的只是互相调侃，但他们的友谊却也依然如昔，维持了有十年之久。不得不说，真的很难得。

其实，如果把他们拆开，当成一个个独立个体的话，他们的为人还是算挺不赖的，但只要一合体，就会叫人痛疼。他们个个成绩标青，大多家境富裕，准备出国升学，但有一点我很不明白的就是，他们都不用正眼看人，这真的让我超火大。要知眼睛是人类的灵魂之窗，说活要互相对看，才会显得诚恳。但那群家伙和人说活时不是眼睛放空，就是看向远方，常常会让人觉得不被尊重。你说是不是怪胎呢？

逃避

明天的同学聚会，我该出席吗？

那后天的家庭聚会，我又能不能缺席呢？

人，太复杂了。

还是寂寞的好。

我受够了

被羞辱般的狼狈，让我想了很多

虽不敢说自己已能放下

但这一切已经超出我所能承担的

我受够了

价值

虽然讨厌被人利用

但至少能证明自己还有价值

所以也不想计较了

迟来的生日礼物

我知道为什么是杯子。

但我不理解为什么是杯子。

Fen Yi's Birthday & Sen Hui's Farewell

如果说，每一次的同学聚会都是我的一个小小experiment。

那这会是最失败的一次。

还好，发现这个小秘密的也只有一个人。


芬仪，虽然只是小小的庆祝仪式，但希望你十九岁的开始会因有我们的陪伴而精彩。

森辉，我跟你算不熟吧。总觉得你是个防备心很强的人，不易与人深交。但愿你在俄罗斯一切顺利。

Random

Just came back from Alor for satay. Only ate 3 sticks, yet I'm so damn full.

Found that girls in Malacca can really talk non-stop and aloud.

Fen Yi, Cui Fang and Huan De, we ROCK!!!

Pity Zhe Fuh and Ross for being our drivers, and at the same time suffer from sound pollution.

Have rejected at least 3 outing invitations from friends since the beginning of the holiday.

Feel like rotting at home together with all my textbooks....... ><